Wednesday, June 27, 2007

New Shoes Rubbing On Ankles

empty ...

is not my intention to be a heretic, much less to offend the majority of my acquaintances who are Christians, but I allowed myself to release my questions, as most (if not all) have had. There are many existing environment to God, starting with the basic is whether there really is ... and these questions will be accommodated in this space ... because I believe deeply that the opposite of faith is not the question, but fear. Christ always presented a diffuse to others (usually his disciples) and these can not recognize not say "do not hesitate," says "fear not", showing that when he is among us fear is prohibited, not the doubt, understands that while it tolerates no end to destroy our faith and it totally separate.
But, all this is subjective and do not intend to convince anyone of my deeply held beliefs, just give me the pleasure of asking, in order to search and figure out answers, which can often seem cold, ... but believe me ... only mask the need and the love I feel (my way) by God ...
The following is a brief dialogue, but that epitomizes one of those questions that concerned about healthy and I can not help myself from time to time ... and I have no fear or shame in sharing it because I feel that neither this nor any other questions that I've been able part with him ... therefore ... I have no regrets ...


Humanity God
  • why?
  • why why?
  • why is that?
  • because it just is ...
  • but why?
  • because it is the destination ...
  • is there fate?
  • entertainment as there is God ...
  • what does God see the entertainment?
  • for leisure he created us ...
  • what then are your entertainment?
  • and destiny of boredom ...
  • what do you mean?
  • only what I think ...
  • what do you think?
  • in His infinite power and eternal glory, God got bored and created us as a hobby and when it is idle to send us a test to see how we react ...
  • think this is cold ...
  • is cold, but necessary and just, I am human and I doubt ... What would you do if you had the eternal and the supreme power?, If all creation praise and worship you, do not you get tired and look to find a hobby?
  • maybe ...
  • most likely yes, so do not judge God ... I too have done the same ...

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Sharp Pains In Rectum When Menstruating

cigarette or hope ...

This text is another chapter or excerpt from the book I'm starting to write ...
This inspired cigarette is one of the pleasures that I enjoy ... But I've tried to relate to hope, melancholy and some other emotions of life, and that while smoking alone many questions and ideas you can come and reflect well or live a brief insight slowly by eating a cigarette ...
But well, ... not continue the bush and then give an immediate step in this text ...


I wanted to put out that cigarette, but smoke unconsciously ... thinking ... thinking ... watching ... not a drop fell from a height and tore heavily indulging in a pool ... why?, Why falls and kills without possibility of salvation? ... continued smoking puff after puff ... smoke ... smoke after question after question ... my body began to warm and a cold sweat and incipient beginning to hurt him, I wanted to get away from that cigarette, however it was part of my insistence ...
shapes are sketched its smoke, circles and curved lines looked over my hair and my fingers ... that urge to escape that cigarette, but something caught me and I could not help admiring to destroy it gently with moist lips, warm and eager to my mouth ... right had dark pleasure in the death, the feeling of being unwillingly killing ... but what my mind seeks to find in these puffs?, what do I need to find in that cigarette smoke confused and inert?, shattering observed drops in puddles, repeatedly pressed the rain against my window and I vaguely regretted that it was not high enough to open it and throw from there all what is not wanted.
Sweat was getting heavier and a mild tremor in my fingers shook the snuff suffocated and again went back and forth from my mouth into the pillow, back and forth, back and forth slowly, sadly came and went, came and coming ... watched, watched and thought ... and thought ... where I'm throwing my life?, what a deep sea, unreachable or to land under my feet and humiliating? ... Why, why, why not just suddenly all this and kill it unusable, kill my cigarette? ... Reflects what the snuff?, What do I have between my fingers and suck on my lips ... it's not a cigarette ... no no no it is not, ... is hope, it's that damn hope that leads me to endure this misery ... I thought torturing her enough to not survive, but here it is again and again leads me to open my eyes heavily a gray dawn breaks where furious rain against my window ... why my eyes overflowing with tears with this memory? ... Why my belly is empty feelings when I regret to hope -? ... Why do I have the bug on my back ?...¿ why I have cursed me hope? ... Could it be that I can get out of here, is that there is still strength to survive? ... What makes me confidence has sunk in the mud?, will be sorry or integrity? ... no no no no no I mourn, again not without reason, not nostalgia or melancholy ... not me ... do not cry for me ...
Little by little everything and running off the cigarette ... my fingers and my lips are cool burn every breath ... just my snuff and my hope goes out ... what do think about, why suffer, why mourn? ... nothing ... nothing ... nothing ... enough of all this mud accessory ... no I can put out this cigarette, but my mouth slowly consumed to extinction at some point be completely consumed And that was my hope ... turned into gray ash that dissipates in the wind of reason ...
Mmmm ... I love smoking, I love the puff of smoke across my mouth, throat, lungs, chest ... but this cigarette was off ... or My hope was to survive ... kill ... or ... should continue to rain or drops consumed ... continue shattering against the pool ... would smoke it ... or continue with my fear of living ... there would still this fear of living ... this fear that makes me insecure and awkward, humbles me and corners ... this fear, this fear that freezes my sweat ... this fear ... that makes me wonder and mourn without reason, that fills my eyes without a miserable reason ... but no ... no ... not consumed my cigarette I turned off my snuff ... and ironically continues to enjoy as I watch what they did not want to happen ... as I feel as fear takes hold of me and here it comes again to flood ... here it comes again to shake my fingers, but I keep killing me and I smoke and self-pitying, and there I go again to destroy the cigar slowly and again ... from my lips to the pillow ... my mouth when I vacuum ... and again ... smoking ... smoking and smoking ...

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Plug Hard Wire Lighting

fragment ...

This poem is a piece or chapter of a book I'm starting to write ... well, came at a time of solitude in which I imagined would be like being in love, happy or something ... In the context of a man dedicated to a woman, so it is written for "her" ...

With nothing more to say give way to this piece I decided to head ...." look "...


LOOK




trying to get away from your eyes but fail

fled
Your eyes do not imprisoned and I became me
in lowly slave lashes smooth
Those beautiful eyes
How to avoid, how to ignore?
had before me two rubies love
How to separate if they were intertwined? ... I do not want

Just look without having to find me waiting
And so with your eyes crystallized
Know what you've done with my feelings confused ...
What color is your eyes? What color
strongly attracts me? ...
I see the emerald in your eyes I see peace

quiet charm What you have in your eyes?,
What tenderness hide ashamed? ...
Seeking a reason to tie your lips
That I speak silent without being able to listen
Seeking a reason to support my run
And I find the lipstick of your kisses without end
The depth of your mouth is my heart beats drowned
His delivery is aware
And you've returned the tears in my eyes I've
created with your lips of death ...
Your frozen face is an expression of beauty
sadness Your eyes closed
sure what I can do if you can not find
inspired metaphysics that keeps your face?
Should I hide?
Should I fight? Should I hide
just watch?
Say I do with this bitterness
How humble transformed into writing? ... You
in one evening lying eyelids
in your mouth blurred rainbow on your lips
Hidden charm
hypnotized crying stars Dawn
hidden ... How to reach you if you're flying?
Tied to the moon with the sky playing touch
What if I find you naked and faithful
Dancing with the waves ...
walk barefoot in the sand and warm
You pick up pieces of my shattered love
and rebuild my soul when my tears dry ... Your hair
vacuum reaches out
Pearl Drops fragrant tenderness
saddened flutters gently in the breeze
painful ... What you looking at me like that?
What are you looking lapidary eye?
What are hardened in my flesh?
What I found in my hands shaking? You go slowly

You stop me before my eyelashes together
That amazed
What do caressing the mouth? What are you looking
your fingers on my skin moisturized? ...
I deliver on scattered pieces of my love
take my hand and bring it to your chest
feel the heart beats free
smiling And I find eager lips
fire ... What did you find it in my kiss of affection?
What did you find my naked eye? Why
show me love scented understanding? Why
free make me tied to your waist? ... I can find soft
each
wake from my sleep I can see you naked in every sunset orange
And I only say thanks
space
with caresses and kisses on the back and neck
Then I look into your eyes and am sensitive
Miro your lips and open meeting
I see your hands and discover gentle
I see your hair gets on my chest
I embrace as if he had this beautiful dream And I
reflection in your eyes
small velvet ... What color is your look? What color
strongly attracts me? What color
took me toward your lips? What color
me to lose myself in you? ...

What Are Concord Cleats

"Cueca a drunk" ...

This exquisite others describe what may be a glass of wine ... especially when enjoyed around a good conversation and company ...
But as we all know the flesh is weak ... and is easy to fall into the temptation to drink a few glasses others ... to pass a better time or to drown sorrows in a good red ... but ... are details ... The truth is that wine to accompany the human being from the old and without it life would otherwise "dye" ... Without going any further ... here in Chile we are recognized as major exporters and consumers wine ... How not to be around at a barbecue with friends, pa'l 18 in a rama'h, meals that meet the big family, etc ... or simply heat pa'h throat ... and most curious that although the country is known for producing the best wine in the world, its people consume mostly popular wine, the town or cheaper .... how to forget liter boxes Carrera siblings, Lomas de Cauquenes, flavorings, Uncle Luke and many others ... or just ... good bottle purchased at a liquor store with the smell of bad wine and old drunks ...
Well ... life would not be such without this experience ... This is why I share this with cueca honor you in this liquid co ...
The following verses are part of a "virtual conference" on that for months cuequeros met in an Internet site several cuecas enthusiasts. To show a long cueca of unknown origin ...
I must say that these verses came into my hands through the cultural and regional magazine, "Mocha" ... where they were published ...

....... I hope you enjoy and HEALTH! so ......


come
outgoing channels for drunk and fell asleep
tramp there in the plaza
and kiss a dog filthy first

I did
then 'e
spree was wash my face with a jug
my soul with a jug full of red
and I brushed my teeth I am pretty

say
I'm drunk and half lacho

lacho
and a half to and if he believes
Nah, you say I look like the yoni dep

the yoni dep
my soul I can not explain
told me a fag
mijito rich!

mijito rich shit ran
an old street was laughing

was laughing I was pa lese
church to pray for the world

Take this Take this cauro
while praying
noticed a girl watching me

my soul I look forward
thank dear God gave him with great faith

Teresa
with great faith and begged
hopefully the brunette
near me

Oh if it came near me and meanwhile
light appears
the Holy Father!

oh God the Holy Father
telling me "come here no more
your misdeeds"

Your misdeeds devil
apologize just feel a hand in
pants pants
mijita
what has been believed?
not see what this day I convertí'o
?

convertí'o my soul I
in Sexton
never see me take tintal
! Guacha tintito
take no more sins
porfa remove your hand I've changed

I've changed a lot
Diosito
thanks for saving me from hell I am a blessed

am blessed my soul and the dark
kept insisting me dumb
Güena
Güena dumb
Father give me a second!
strong are the temptations in this world

in this world was reluctant infamous
wing took me to the sacristy

the sacristy my soul is good place
told me the brown lunch

kids lunch chicken with potatoes
since that day I have black legs

my soul black legs like a spider
outraged I retire tomorrow.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Compression Shorts Pink

Charles Baudelaire ...

I present below some of my favorite esritores: "Charles Baudelaire" ... (1821-1867)
"Classified" by some in the mainstream "symbolism" of contemporary French literature, some of his works are "flowers of evil", "little poems in prose" and "artificial paradise." However
integrate with Baudelaire Verlaine, Rimbaud and Mallarmé the great movement of "accursed poets", which stand to give her poetry a dense nature, secretive and mysterious ...
Without further ado I give way to one of his great poems ...




A Carrion



my soul, and reminds recógete
object that we saw this morning
returning from a road, an infamous skeleton
on the lush land.

raising the legs as a lustful woman, Burning and sweating
poison
open shamelessness, in a cynical way,
fumes filled his belly.

sun that illuminated the
podridura
to cook about
and return in hundredfold, Mother Nature
everything she encouraged together.

looked at the sky giant carrion
opened like a flower:
you almost fainted on the fresh grass
with sharp odor.

flies swarmed at that belly fat and
Gusarapo larvae and black army, were, as a thick liquid by the living
rags.

everything had a river moving
or sparkled and vanished;
say that the body, thanks to a vague breath, multiplying
grew.

the chaos sounded strange rumor,
like water down the trail,
or grain, continuous rhythm becomes the stalker
and stir in the sieve.

a slick way otherwise aborted:
as slow to materialize outline
forgotten
on canvas and the artist just
without reaching end

and behind the rocks there was a
restless dog we looked annoyed,
waiting to join the skeleton
and catch a bite started ...

- you'll think like this garbage
and this horrible
infection
star of my eyes, sun of my dark night,
you, my angel and my passion!

yeah! you have to see you so, oh, queen of graces!
after the last kisses;
when you go under moss and algal limp,
to mature between the bones.

but then, my dear, tell the larva damaging bite
when your poor remains,
I kept the form and divine essence of your love
broken!




This poem is clearly a different vision of beauty and death. Charles, even though they are watching a badly decomposed body, not its focus as it may sound disgusting, but that this "junk" may originate the wonder of life. That is, this putrid body, feed worms and larvae that can live with this carrion. (What scientists call over the endless cycle of the food chain).
personally
What I like about this well-made poem, is the link it establishes between his beloved Baudelaire and the body. She, the light and the angel of the poet, too (despite its beauty) will become in "garbage." And like all of us (unless you decide cremarte), you will nourish and give life to your putrefaction of hundreds of parasites that slowly and leisurely eat your flesh, your eyes and bones.
sincerely believe that this is a clear demonstration that everything in nature is provided and that even in death, decay and on the same shit, is a wonderful ... is the essence that is life ...

Monday, June 18, 2007

Sore Nipples And High Cervix With Discharge

The soul ... FITO PAEZ

Etymologically, the concept of the soul comes from the Latin "anima", "breath", "life" and has the same meaning for the Greek word "psyche."
some of the defined as a spiritual principle that informs the human body and it is the essence of man ... or a particular ethereal substance found in living organisms, where the inner essence of each of these living beings. .. But beyond its definition is true that the soul is a metaphysical component within us, something that makes us not only flesh but also spiritual beings ... (regarding our spiritual elevation, not according to the theologians).
It should be a bit of history around the soul and I want to tell the former belief that women possessed and that this was only a quality male ... Curiously who held this thought were Catholics and only in 431 AD came to an agreement that women if we have soul ... (thanks for giving me this "right ")... But some Jewish groups continued to ensure that women do not have it with us ....( well ... is the pluralism of thought).
Well, ... around it are many questions, like where does it go when we die?, can travel and where we go back?, can, if we allow it and we know how, to change relevant aspects of our life?, etc ...
Well ... obviously what we think of our soul will go directly related to what we have been taught, our Christian view, the level of spirituality that we have achieved and if we, know and manage the concepts of metaphysics ...
personally believe that the soul does not belong to us and comes and goes back to a greater whole, I also think that traveling and where we wish to be, a part of our energy will be universal, I also believe that if we can use metaphysical principles management and knowledge fully to the point that they transmute, dissolve and manages many aspects of our existence ... but thats just my opinion and there are actually different points of view, all respectable ...
But well ... everyone should see and explore within it to discover it says its essence and be able to manage their spirit to uncover a little more human nature.

Licence Plate Conceiler



Here's ... a great songwriter who personally manages to captivate and make you look all from a human point of view and poetic ... the next song takes me to a state of solitude absorbed, but despite this gap again I find myself every time I hear ... Well, what else I can say ... achievement mourn with this song and smile ...

CREO

believe that even I think maybe I can catch it
think that at last nothing so desperate
I think that dying is a feeling I
to live but now it could be something much more real
I exited
to see some sun
I saw you dancing in some old house beatles site
I may still think of me
think I can grasp it and never want to see you so sad, so sad
I think you're crying
I remember I opened the door and you were lost
after watching me naked and you laughed My face felt so evil
top
love and if I fell I do not care because all all all all all all
this is the two
not want anything that makes us bad I
I think I
and that's enough
maybe I still think of me think I can grasp
think ...
baby somehow go out that door
baby
're going out I think.

Sunday, June 17, 2007

Milena Velba Breast Milk Gallery

tears ...

" size does not matter if a tear, .. no matter if it rhymes with life ...



how many times have secretly cried at night? Fragility what matters when we are alone with the moon and the stars?

uuff ... the pillow is transmuted into our silent partner who understands, no one to hide our feelings, we just happened to our relief, our purification, those rubies that roll slow, wet and salad down our cheeks ... this scene, becomes, in a cult of human sensitivity, ... no woman or man who has not shed a tear ... and symbolizing joy from yellow, gray and more pain renews our lives to let out through the eyes, the emotions that live in the heart.

Life is just bitter because you've cried, is more human when tears express what words can not describe.

However, we must remember ... tears that nothing will change, nor dissolve the fate and time ... for that we must know why or who mourn ... we must not thrash this beautiful encounter between the feelings and we ...


... "Do not cry over losing the sun, your tears will not let you see the stars, only one can outshine the sun, you get closer and get attention and occasionally give her a flower" .. .


... "and if you come crying to seek" ... (A tango)


... "and if the tears will come looking
grab it from the front, baby whole
the tears copetín
legitimate ... (Julio Cortazar)




Well, let's put aside the warm melancholy and ironic about ourselves, here comes Julio Cortázar to talk about our relationship with the crying and the mechanic to have become ...




Instructions to mourn


sides
Leaving the grounds, let us stick to the proper way to mourn, meant as a cry that is not allowed into the scandal, or that insults the smile with its parallel and awkward resemblance. Crying average, everyday is a general contraction of the face and a spasmodic sound accompanied by tears and mucus, the latter in the end, since the cry ends at the moment when one blows strongly.
To mourn, steer the imagination toward yourself, and if this proves impossible to have contracted the habit of believing in the external world, think of a duck covered with ants or of those gulfs in the Strait of Magellan in which does not fit anyone, ever.
Coming to the weeping itself, cover the face decorously, using both hands, palms inward. Children cry with the sleeve pressed against the face, and preferenia in a corner of the room. Average duration of crying, three minutes.



Well ... do not forget ... "If the tears back, they will make us stronger" ...